Wednesday, 28 November 2012

My dizzy friends are the strongest people I know

I just did the school run I dont know how I cope and carry on feeling like this day in day out I put on an act everyday of my life.
I am tired of telling people I feel ill so Ive just stopped saying it plus I dont want to keep crying again and go into a deep depression which is where Ive been the last few weeks I have to have hope it will get better again or whats the point in carrying on.
I never wanted to be dizzy but if I hadn't been I would never of met some amazing people in my life. My dizzy friends are so strong a lot have jobs and just have to carry on and feel like hell all day Ive been there I know what its like its such a struggle.
The things some of us do to keep our family//friends happy just to keep up appearances and not let anyone down. I like to think were kind of special in a way you have to be made of strong stuff to have this illness and then still continue in normal life. I see people on Facebook moaning about a cold or a stubbed toe and I wish I had their problems at least it would get better a cold will go away a broken leg will heal but the dizzys seem to stay around a long time for most of us.
I wish sometimes I could shake people tell them to be grateful that they have their health I would do anything for mine back and be who I used to be but I cant this is my new normal for now at least.

Im glad I got dizzy in one way as Ive made friends for life X

2 comments:

  1. I totally agree Donna, i wish i had some of the things other people complain about and i really feel we are so tough to deal with this rubbish day to day. People kept telling me how well i had done with the twin pregnancy but to be honest compaired to MAV it was easy! If only they knew how i/we felt! Hope you have some good days soon x

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  2. We are Dee and I know pregnancy is walk in the park compared to this isn't it. If I was ever not dizzy I will never moan about a minor illness again XX

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