Ssshhh ears

So I dont seem to be housebound now at least I can do the school runs again without crying to my Mum for help. I made the mistake this morning though of carrying my baby whilst dropping the boys in and I feel off balance and dizzy and all I was thinking was please don't drop the baby! So at pick up I will use the buggy at least I can hang onto that for support.
Ive got tinnitus again today this symptom comes and goes for me but is very common in balance disorders it also changes ears I forget how annoying it is until it comes back for me its like when the radio is stuck in between stations that sort of noise.
I feel like Im on a boat today the boat feeling is a new one for me it came on recently with the new relapse but symptoms with this swap and change. Sometimes I think I feel my brain actually trying to work this stuff out and recover. I didn't realize till I got this how dizziness affects your life because our balance system is our body's sense of well being so when that mal functions it makes us feel very unwell as our well being is gone.
Sometimes you can fight it and carry on with the day but sometimes I've learnt you just can't.
Im glad at least Im improving but I don't feel good and I don't feel well that's the thing I never feel totally well or refreshed I guess its a permanent  hangover infact I felt better with a hangover lol

I hope 2013 brings me back into a kind of remission from this like last year.

Will keep you posted :)