Im so deflated today I thought I was getting a bit better. I dont know whats happened to my body since I got pregnant and its kicked this shit all off worse than ever!
My ears were going mental with the hissing last night really hissing and today their just as bad. I dont know if a change in the weather causes this as it was raining heavily.
I feel as though Im being pulled over again today and my left ear is blocked and whistling Im so past tired of this now Im a mother of three children and I struggle to look after myself somedays.
There are times I just dont contemplate being here anymore everyday is a struggle for me now the kids are the only thing keeping me going. I wish someone around me in real life could understand what Im going through :'(
Sorry or the moan but it has to be done or I will go mad.
Maybe I will be back when Im more positive!
Everyone with our "illness" has those thoughts. Me included... But - we gotta put those thoughts out of our head. Things will get better again Donna. I know it! Hang in there - better days to come.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry. I wish I could do something for you. Your blog's the perfect place to vent! Sending love and blessings your way x
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